Get rid of the problem. No longer do I want to be around the problem, you can't fix the problem or even mend it. The people responsible will be dealt with.

You've seen me stare death in the face twice and death blinked. My brothers were dropped like a bad habit ten years ago. My own flesh and blood. Do you think I can't walk away from this? The only reason I've given it this long was in the hopes you had something planned. Obviously, after almost 7 years, you have nothing planned and are winging everything in the media. Enough is enough people. I won't be broken. Too much is riding on me being mentally stable. You aren't giving me stability.

How about we start today, right now. The world will not change on its own and my job is to fix. Your job is to assist. Assist me right fuking now.

It's almost the tenth anniversary of my injury. Ten years of pain so intense it would have killed most. Several times I've wondered why I'm still here at all.

So. Enough is fuking enough. Get your shit together and get me out of this situation, today, start on it today. By Christmas, I want to be so fuking happy, rainbows fly out of my ass and theme music plays when I smile. This can go two ways, you don't want the other way. Stick with the plan God gave us, the last time you tried, they murdered the dude. Now it's time to piss on their rugs.

May the storm consume those who have caused emotional damage to my life. Jesus may forgive, but I don't, not after your actions have proved you have no remorse. May, from this day forward, all those living in deceit be exposed.

Everyone that has tried to be good in this world will be rewarded. Those who caused pain and agony will be destroyed. The world will learn not to lie. From this moment forward, the world will no longer put up with the propaganda bullshit the media crams down our throats daily. The truth will prevail.

If you haven't guessed it, I'm tired of being beaten up without knowing why.

Why are you doing this to me? Can't you see I've had enough?