The problem is that you have based your entire reality on a false premise and so your understanding of life is distorted. You have not found God or Jesus Christ or you would know the Truth, but you have been led astray.
> lucifer is your bad guy is he not?
>guess we have you to thank for all of this
there is no lucifer in Heaven and for expansion of God's consciousness, we come to experience contrast here on earth, where lucifer can be a "thing" in order to have relativity and so we can have the freedom to choose good over evil.
Lucifer simply means to miss the mark, to not be aligned with God. Lucifer is not a bad "guy". Lucifer is simply distorted thinking or thinking that is not aligned with the Truth and therefore delusional.
What problem to (you) have with lucifer because God gave each of us free will to choose good over evil, as I've stated. The problem is not in the creation of lucifer, but in man's ability to choose to stray away from the Truth. There is nothing going wrong right now. Everything is alright. Lucifer is an ILLUSION, and death is a luciferian lie. It's just that your entire understanding of life comes from a misperception, is all.