“Now therefore kill every male among the little ones, and kill every woman that hath known man by lying with him. But all the women children, that have not known a man by lying with him, keep alive for yourselves.”
Numbers 31:17-18 KJV
The problem is you don’t meditate so you don’t understand the mystical point of this.
The other problem is Jewish people created a religion and rule the world based on a literal translation and meaning.