anon just finish meditative walk with doggos and covfefe. Got hit with a pretty LOUD message for those interested.
I sat with Ayahausca about 6 months ago and was one of the last in the ceremony with a shaman to purge. I drank about a gallon of water over the course of the 8 hour journey and 3 days fasting prior. When I finally DID purge after 8 hours of intense work, what came out was water with what looked like black whiskers, quarter inch hairlike strands that floated to the top of the puke bucket….
I think this was a stomach fungus that was causing all sorts of issues, depression, sleeplessness, inability to focus, complete fog like a blockage. After I purged this "fungus" I was back to my old self, feeling better, sleeping well, I had hope again.
I was told on a journey, "you are what you eat" and that the "hair of the dog" had been robbing me of serotonin in the gut. Not sure what the hair of the dog reference was exactly but I would love to know if this resonates with anyone.