well, you seem to have one type of post down:
where you express the same thoughts over and over that everyone here has probably already seen, because you post these ideas all the time, but use slightly different words.
a suggestion: meditate on what you should post and then when you have a new thought, not the old 'oh I'm so copied' thought, you can post the new thought.
otherwise it's just you spurging with a 'I'm such a constant victim' flavor to it.
it's fine to have thoughts, whatever they are.
It's not fine to whine like a wheel bearing about to explode into flames. Why?
because people know you are fine, anon. You're obviously healthy enough to keep posting. You're healthy enough to post pictures.
but you seem to have an unhealthy 'always the victim' way about you and, well that doesn't make you very much fun for morning brunch.
I'm not a 'they'.
I'd suggest some kind of contemplative meditation that seeks to go within the silence: that would mean don't think of sounds, don't think of images, and don't use words at all, till you go into that well known (by some) Cloud of the Unknowing and get renewed within the silence of the Eternal Presence of Righteousness.
does that sound good to you?
"Lord send out your Spirit
and renew the face of the Earth"
so wasteful, excessive, and bad for the engine?
red text ?
'runs your mouth'
no, what anon know, is that blowtards who brag should be needled and filtered.