He felt like he betrayed God and his Family
He was connected to the 'source' in many ways we will never know and told someone the 'plan' years before any of us even pieced together what was going on
He felt his actions hurt the plan. His family is very spiritual. Normally his actions do not let him reincarnate eventually and he spoke about that in his last video and you have to remember his family is very spiritual. It hurt him that bad, he felt like a traitor of the Light/Good and did not like child abusers.
If you believe in forgiveness, you should pray that the creator forgive Kappy if there needs be forgiveness, so he can one day return and be with his family, Kappy loved America.
Have you ever been taught about generational strength light that?