>anything that goes wrong is my fault
You know playing the victim won't gain you any sympathy here. Anons that have been around for more than 4 months know better because they saw first-hand how the board was then, versus now. You're one single person out of the million or so that lurk and post on /qresearch/, your contributions are not as invaluable as you enjoy pretending they are. We're only going to be harder on you the more you try assume some foolhardy and imagined-sense of superiority over other anons. They will chew you up and spit you out, every time. Good day, niglet.