Anons please give me a reason to feel good about not killing myself. The onlynreason I'm not is that I'm too scared. I want to say I also want to vote, but the real reason is I'm a coward. My lineage is cursed and I feel like I'm just waiting, but there isn't any next step for me. I hate my life.
I didn't even know it was possible to feel this alone. I miss when I could drink and at least have the illusion of fitting in and being a person.