Here's a lesson for the seeker.. God likes to play hide and seek with all who goes to him, but with me its not like that he is very present in my life unlike the rest:

You see i have not just a fearless state of mind thats not anough, you can be fearless and coragious and actively seeking your death however if you have the mindsett to duck and cover due to the threath of the enemy it will be like everyone else, i have a black belt in fuck it and fuck you, i go to the enemy at all times with my middle finger aiming to be shown up their ass, there is no middle ground i seek full aggro always regardless of what will happen to me cover is nonexcistant.. So therefore god does not hide either.. just food for tought