I asked the police (deputies) to please just fucking shoot me. It's not that I WANT to die, but I really don't care if I do. I guess there's a difference there. Either way, this anon is fucking devastated. Pick on me all you want but it's the truth and y'all have NO IDEA what I've been through recently.
She's too far gone anon. I never thought I'd see her this way. I guess I'm too far gone too.