God doesn't kill babies, it is your responsibility to keep them safe from harm and why gave gave you a brain, two arms, and two legs.
Actually, you are the lazy one who hasn't figured out what all these things mean. And guess what, it only comes by way of Revelation which only God can give. First you must apply, then you will be tested, if you are found deserving, you will be informed, then comes gifts of the Holy Spirit. But for the vulgar who curse, let it seep into their bones.
Those who know are tested mightily. Self service vs self sacrifice, not easy by any stretch of the imagination. You are not speaking to someone who hasn't been through the gauntlet.