you people are degenerates and sick.
you made me see people get dismembered.
fingers chopped off, from hands and feet
throats slit with dull knives.
you've made me see and participate in horrible things.
no person, human or npc should see or experience what i went through, or what i put others through.
i don't believe your offer of freedom.
this aint hell. hell is being stuck in a crack house in latin america for a week.
hell is hearing people in containers and not being able to do anything cause you are surrounded by AK 47's and AR 15's.
hell is knowing where people were buried and not being able to do anything because the system is so corrupt that the law will bury you with the buried bodies.
this is a breeze.
this is the life you gave me.
hell is having your veins pumped with fake miracle addiction drugs, and have your heart burn alongside your veins and muscles every day for a week.
hell is having to STAND for 16 hour shifts while having shit on your pants, and earning 2,000 usd amonth for it.
hell is knowing god got cheated.
hell is seeing hookers get put in trashbags.
so can i write poems or draw gay ass pictures. no.
what i lived no one should know, see, or experience…… nothing positive in what you gave me.
hell is knowing a bank funneled money to exterminate presidents, push drug trade, and wipe out cultures……..
a jooke is finding out the theater of war is just a theater…….
so in your playstation world, all your anon "pussy" comments are taken all kind of pathetically.
i won't lift, i won't excercise. i know very well what i did when i used to.
thats hell.
knowing that when you are in shape you are able to throw someone out of a three story building.
your world cracked me….it wasn't Q.
nah, what i did..what i saw….that cracked me.
now i know why too, and thats on you.
but,
in good spirit. if sound really does heal…then do whats right…..give all the "npc's" the proper place, and let them fill those death smelling, death selling temples. repurpose them, plus…..they all have beautiful art inside, so it would actually be better……
as far as me having light inside.
well you fucked that one up.
when im ready to go to mars and wither away i will, and it will be alot sooner than you think.