Guys i'm fucking creeped out here.
<I usually don't do trigger warnings, so consider this your trigger warning.
I had a dream tonight where i was surrounded by people i didn't know in a forest.
We were ankle deep in a small murky forest lake, i remember feeling safe and happy around these people.
Then we are told by an unseen voice that to achieve our goals we'd have to kill some kids i hadn't previously noticed swimming around in the lake.
I remember at first not thinking much of it, and everyone around were smiling and laughing while randomly picking up kids and kill them with their bare hands.
It's like it's me in the situation but it's not my thought i hear and i didn't have control over my body.
I see myself bow down and pick up one of these kids who just smiles back at me.
I can still picture her face !
I quickly snap her neck and immediately feel sick to my stomach. I drop her into the water and fall to my knees.
The last thing i see is the little girl floating lifeless in the shallow water.
And i wake up screaming, scaring my cat.
I've been shaking since !
I can't get the fucking pictures out of my head ! I would never do such a thing !
I don't even read stories or watch movies like that ! WTF?!