To all the true anons, helpers and actual patriots please know I love you all VERY much. I’m very anxious/excited to know for sure who’s a heel/babyface so I can direct my gratitude properly. It’s been a confusing and brutal journey but I feel something has turned (for the better). Clean, clear, sober, and focused.
November 5 was a weird/bad day. Confused/cloudy and I believe I may have got a negative energy jew attached to me, because I had no control over my thoughts. Like I was literally being blasted with something. From there I saw the jmedia gaslighting and Israeli picks and said “fuck I can’t do this neocohen bullshit another 4 years”. Had confusion/doubts. Starts over at day one every time. Start from the beginning and check things off. Is this real? Did this happen etc. Everytime I have my doubts/freakouts (internal) my brain forces myself to go back to the beginning. Through this process I know it’s real. God told me it was part of the process and part of the plan. It’s just pretty brutal and hard to explain but I get it now.
Through these doubts/tribulations I arrive at the same conclusion. I wish I didn’t have to go through this and get to the finish line, but I understand why I need this. Every time I go to negative fag town, I get back to basics and start going through everything and through that start to really see my frens. That’s so important to me, and for awhile I was very angry, but not sure who exactly to be angry at and my brain starts grabbing at things. I love you all so much, and can’t wait to clink a beer with all of you someday. I love you all. I’m going to try to decompress digitally for the rest of the day, but know I’m here. I’m lurking. I’m healthy. I’m in a good mental state and wish the same to you all.
Onward and upward. Glory be to God, and most of all.
Thank you 🙏