Just need to talk real talk for a sec. Wondering if anyone else feels this way or has suggestions on how they deal with it.
Since Oct 2017, nothing feels the same. I struggle to fit in or enjoy anything. I'm not depressed. It's more like, when Q said "those who know the truth cannot sleep", I'm paraphrasing but the statement was something like that. It's like knowing the truth, you can't really live either. It's not what I've learned that upsets me as much as knowing it's free and still doing it's evil out there. This isn't a "nothing ever happens, no one will get arrested" rant either.
I just feel stuck. Work doesn't matter. Friends don't matter. Not because I condescend or anything. But how does one enjoy the little things knowing the big things? And now I feel like a weird calm yet burned out feeling. I was knee deep and then Trump has won and it's this eye of the hurricane moment where I'm taking a breather but can't really appreciate it.
I'm all over the place, hopefully this makes sense to someone out there. I do not regret any of what I have learned. I am thankful for it. I just wish there was more I could do I guess. I feel kind of useless. Our job as Anons is done. The message was spread. Hopefully we get that parade.