I too have fibromyalgia, spinal fusions, arthritis in almost every joint at 48. Makes it hard to have a normal 9-5. divorced after 17 years, on my 3rd car in 1 year due to no fault of my own. Lost just about everything. Depression is always knocking. Some days I give in but that shit sucks. Also had mental break 7 years ago due to other shit and spent a lovely all inclusive stay at the mental hospital. I’m pretty sure I actually live in hell. There are days I also could eat a 9. I know where you are and it’s tough. Don’t give up. I know there are quite a few on this board whose life is just unfuckenbelievable. But please don’t give up. If it makes you feel any better I have $9.63 in cash, maybe $20 in change and $20 in the bank.thats it. Oh did I mention I have kids…
Appreciate it!