Your post has good numerology. It's an omen that you shouldn't kill yourself, in my opinion. We need every anon we can, so please consider staying with us. You have a place here, even though times are tough. You will find the strength to dig yourself out if you look deep inside. You can ask us for help and advice here too, we have lots of very wise anons here in the hivemind. We love you, and we don't want you to go. Remember that you have a place, and we care.