> but, what you are saying, i can definitely relate to
My wife just said to me after I read this to her, that many people are going through these sufferings but do not understand where they are coming from and just go to the doctors or hospitals eventually, just like that Optometrist; I referred to. So even doctors, do not understand and attribute these sufferings to old age, genetics, the wheel of misfortune, or some other unknown. The problem is, is that no one is doing the deep analysis that they should. For example, as I reflected on my youth the other day, I remember when I was in 2nd grade how I was complemented for my acute vision but when we moved, by the time I was in 3rd grade, I was wearing glasses and had 20/240 in one eye, and 20/400 in the other. My western neighbor moved in the month after we moved in and has been targeting our family since. I didn't realize these attacks for almost 40 years later, as I reanalyzed the cause of all these misfortunes. This has been going on since specialized children hospitals, designed to take control of the children only later to used as their number one tactic against targeted individuals and population control.