The last two pages of her "manifesto" are the saddest look into her life. It was written by a very sad, forgotten little girl who was drowning in her family dynamics apparently since the very beginning of her life. She speaks of being a little bitty child and being lost within the circle of her mother and father and it never got better for her. Divorce and separation and her mother's attempted suicide..her father loving his first family more and verbalizing it.. Too much adult misbehavior for a little girl drinking from a firehose.