Well done, Diane. You just doxxed yourself among one of the most prolific collection of diggers on the 'net.
Better you had thrown yourself on a live hand-grenade. Dumbass.
You're an outsider, coming into a research board that has its own set of values & culture, doesn't tolerate any kind of bullshit, shills, pretenders or whiners.
Learn the ropes, then you might be able to contribute something useful to the research. Grow the fuck up or get the fuck out.
Stop your damn bitching, filter, and lurk moar.
You just might learn something valuable.