Don’t do it.
Whatever going on, it will pass and be really unimportant someday in the future. We all are going through stuff.
But for real. Start talking to God, not us. HIM FIRST, then maybe us.
Jesus truly will change your heart and mind. If you invite Him into your heart and life. Won’t get easier, but makes it possible to get through it all. HE never leaves you.
Ask Him into your heart and save you.
And just continue living. Walk one breath behind Him until your real time to go arrives. Not tonight. I see YOU