I was filmed my entire life as cultists experimented and tortured me. The tapes will be made public soon. -
Been a while since I came an answered questions, feel free to ask them and I will do my best to answer. https://twitter.com/watkins_2 where I answer questions also and go over what I know about the cult - and this https://acchat40.com/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?f=164&t=132667 is the summary of my life as a victim that I add to every other day
thank you, I am just trying to do my part. I come on here every other day and try and answer questions for a while, I don't know everything but I'm a small puzzle piece in a large mosiac so I know at least the parts of the cult that my family was involved in.
most of the victims were sexually abused, I was molested on the toilet from 0-5 as they filmed me but I was never raped. My mother tried to hand me to a man in a supermarket at age 5 as she had me play a game of "keep your eyes closed for as long as you can while you hold my hand" but I opened my eyes when we got outside and the guy panicked and ran. - Because of this I believe I was switched from the filmed rape victims to the filmed torture victims. So my gag reflex is ok, I don't know if I'm luckier to be tortured the way I was rather than raped all those years but they are both different hells they inflict on us.
Long story, well, hopefully I answered your question.
3 months ago I leaned the truth about my family and my life and I'm 36 years old now. Tho the good guys secretly freed me about a year before that I think, but they left me with my cultist family to keep up appearances. They flipped my family and worked their way of the food chain I think. They try to kill people like me all our lives in elaborate ways on camera and torture us in-between. Most of the victims are much younger than I am and most don't make it as long as I do. I don't know for sure how many are alive but I met about 20 at a facility the good guys set up where I had to break the news to the other victims that they were in fact victims.
None of the victims knew they were victims, that's part of the torture - well, long story.
I did that in my old twitter feed realalanAB but then they threatened my family (who I was still staying with) and that sort of counter-flipped them or something - well whatever happened they took my computer and took down my twitter and kicked me into the streets - I got rescued by the good guys again and now I talk on a new twitter and from a new computer - but I no longer say the names of my family because well, some are horrible people but they have kids who may or may not be cult and it's not fair to those people. So well, I made a few mistakes on my old twitter by not realizing that ahead of time.
I can talk about everything with the sole exception of giving the actual names of my family, I can however give the names of the owls and other cultists - which actually parallel the names of the geography of Epstien island - it's a joke I think for the cameras. St. Thomas, St. James (2 of them) Thomas tried to drown me and James tried to stab me to death once…. long story
they don't give people marks I think - the one guy who was a shooter had that mark thing but as Q said, it was a feeling of belonging to something. The mark is just from a freaking manga after all… and I'm actually a Harris on my mother's side which matches up with the Columbine shooter - and I lived nearby them and many of the names in their lives parallel the names in my life of family. They try to torture victims into death/suicide/ school shooters.
I filed a FOIA and I also filed a police report with the Fort Collins PD - however I've been told because of RR and the FBI being so dirty that until they clean that shit outit doesn't matter much what I do on the reporting end, cause at the very top of the FBI above Chris Wray is Rod Rosienstein who does the day to day - that's the point of that.
'no direct comms" - and yes, the good guys are invisible but they still help me and occasionally make their existence obvious all around me. I'm being protected and it's probably best to leave it at that.
I appreciate that, I'm just in a transitional period of my life and get a little depressed thinking about the past. I'm here to answer questions and I enjoy doing that even tho there's usually a shill here and there pestering me. Thankfully I learned how to filter them so I don't even see them anymore : )
I think they do it to kids for a bunch of reasons
Cult families sacrifice one of their own children and it acts as blackmail video against them should they ever think about defecting.
It is a deterrent against any would be betrayers lest their children and grandchildren become "shows"
An entertaining video for them to watch of the cults sacrifices and enemies as a testament to their power.
Valuable experimentation data can be accrued by setting up experiments from birth till death on what can break a psyche down the best.
as for getting power from it? I think some believe the satanic thing and so they probably do. And I haven't directly put anyone behind bars but my family sure did freak out when the cult threatened them into confronting me about the old twitter I had to shut down, so I'm clearly a threat to somebody.
ah yes, well in my case they kept me isolated and many of the other victims I met also had that in common. We live inside their test tubes, I had no door on my room as a child and another victim was locked in the basement for his childhood - they experiment - and everyone around us be it at school, home, and work (if we live that long) is one of them - we exist as a target surrounded by evil trying to break us down and turn us into monsters. I realize this now but not when I was younger. I only realized it because of my family's cult chest with all the pictures in it that foretold events that hadn't happened at the date of them being taken - plans to kill me.
as for a system of communication? The cult does have this but I was never taught it as a victim I only learned it from what I pieced together from the cult chest in my family and also the QMAP - they use charades and colors to communicate I go over all that on my twitter which I linked in my first post - and they also use letter codes in their names to identify one another just that way. Lot's of ways to communicate and tell who is who for them.
from the QMAP, you know, that "brand of sacrifice' thing it's from a manga called Berserk - and I believe based on my own memories as well the guy was into it. https://berserk.wikia.com/wiki/Brand_of_Sacrifice we can't know what nonsense the cult put into his head but this mark is just a fictional thing from a comic book.
Yes, they try to watch us die on camera, they use us for rape, and experimentation, but I suppose for some victims they grow attached or something and make them into stars. Just the ones that took the brainwash super hard, cause they do experiment on us. It's why hollywood is pitiable rather than loathsome i think, we just don't know the full story of their pasts yet but if they had a life like mine I would cut them a hell of a lot of slack on being nuts.
The primary cult color codes are
Green Forrest = "I am your plant"
Yellow Sunshine= "Gold/Reward"
Blue Ocean= "Info/Surveillance"
Red Fire= "Anger/Smear"
there are also a few others like Orange Sunset = End but the primary 4 the cult uses in day-to-day life are the ones above
I was told I was stupid all my life and monstrously ugly. Many of the victims have mania's and I also have frequent panic attacks I never imagined I'd meet people who had pasts like mine but one of the other victims had a family full of necrophiliac cannibals so you know, someone always has it worse.
I find the pro pedo push amusing, I suppose when the videos get released of people like me growing up and filming my sister trying to rape me in the bathtub, well, even if they managed to make that moral to people I don't know how they'd diffuse the torture and murder attempts. I suppose they are tackling the upcoming bombshells one at a time.
Alex Jones? Hey! I can help with that. So as per the cult color codes
Blue Ocean = Information - and he is a "water filter" as in he filters the information people get. This is why he's an asshat! Because the truth would get out otherwise so they make somone filter it for folks. To make them focus on the wrong parts but it can seem like he's a good guy because he does talk about what MSM won't because that's what he does as the info filter for the cult
Well… realizing all the bullshit in my life wasn't my fault is a little nice and the future looks brighter - yet because the only friend I ever had turned out to be a cultist I'm very frustrated at losing that one connection I had. The cult gives us all one "friend" who stabs us in the back but at least seems like a friend - in reality they just get us to talk as much as they can and get us to the right places for the "show"
So…. I'm not exactly doing great but I'm not doing terrible either. I think I'll be ok when the next phase of things start
I have no way to know that. I doubt it, I think some of the cult sacrifices a family member to "hell" and so outside the star's who are ignorant by design any one with any kind of brains probably was the one who sacrifices not the sacrifice
I FOID' them and on my twitter https://twitter.com/watkins_2 if you scroll down i share some images from the cult chest as well as everything I know about the filming. I don't have access to the tapes because they were not the kinds of things that they put in the cult chest. They did have little winks to the filming in the charade codes they do like this one
This picture is a code involving the cat they are holding because well, "how do you make a monster?" you get them to kick cats…. long story, so in one pic they are holding the cat open and then they cover it "betrayal"
thank you, I knew him as my best friend for 20 years. I try to make friends but because all I do is talk about the past I get frustrated at the idea of being pitied. I think what I really need is time but I'm going to help as best I can and when I no longer have to tell my story every day then I can probably have a real best friend one day. : ) and I'm sure it'll be someone who visits places like this.
Most of the victims I met had stories from low-tier celebs and high-level people in the business world, in my case I remember them talking about blackmailing the furniture warehouse guy (a colorado minor celeb who does commericals all the time there) and at the facility one of the girls there had connections to he sister who would sing at the vatican and one had an FBI informat as a father - I think that's one reason a person can get targeted i sbecause of some transgression like that - if you do the cult wrong your kids get sent to "hell" - really just tortured by plants all the time around them
but if you are asking for people I'm trying my best to think of who would be logical to talk about, I was just a victim of it my sister worked under Obama 2 years ago in D.C. for example, she was the one who did most of the evil stuff to me as a kid and set up my tortures. She also delivered my tapes through her work at the E.P.A. through to the D.O.E. Q Clearence - which is where the bad guys stockpile the stuff they don't want found (you can't FOIA D.O.E.) I FOID the EPA instead because that's where she filed it through
hmm.. well I don't think I answered your question as well as I wanted to, I need more details on what you want to know I think.
Most of the obvious ones are well known, I think the best digs are into the beginning of State Secrets like the QMAP asked us to dig into "Focus on State Secrets" it said going historically from the start is a great way to understand the nature of secrecy and the war between cult and patriot from before the beginning of our country. That's why I find it helpful to dig into people like Aaron Burr's banks and Thomas Jefferson's reaction to Wilkinson and going after Burr -
on a more normie level… certain things like the gumball experiment https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPjzfGChGlE is a good thing to make people realize the insanity of mass immigration - and then things like this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mII9NZ8MMVM is a good way to understand debt in contrast.
Well, I like going that direction for understanding but none of that is based on my being a victim - based on my being a victim I'd say like the QMAP does to look at the wives because in my case it was the women who were evil, my father grandfather were victims of the cult - they married my grandfather who owned lots of farmlands - that's how they take over the world so it's through the women they get bloodlines - that's what the red lines under Epstein island mean
I think 99% of the cult doesn't eat people, I think they just liked to watch that one guy I met be tortured by his family who were in that 1% - none of the other victims and certainly not my family did that shit - it's the kind of thing I think that's like taking being a cultist to its maximum level. I think it's also one of those things the shills try and push at times because even though it is a thing the cult does it sounds so outrageous that it turns off most normies to any talk after it.
thank you. I'll take my hugs with the rest of the victims when the time comes. : ) Until then we have to fight fight fight!
thank you… this sounds like something I need to dig into myself because everything I say is from personal experience and extrapolation you are the first person in many threads I've answered questions in that has presented something that sounds like the real deal in the nuts and bolts of how they did it. So I'll dig into this later.
interesting you say that because I do have two distinct voices in my head and one has the voice of the friend they gave me. The "Logical me" which has the owl St. James's voice and the "Chaotic me" which has my own voice in my head. I don't know what's up with that but it's been a thing with me for a long time and for the most part my brain just likes to debate itself and it's why I'm usually ok just being by myself all the time. I just talk to myself in my head cause…well, I admit Im taken aback by how crazy that sounds when I say it out loud, I probably better not tweet about this haha well, it is true so I'll post it but I doubt I'll talk about this much until the court shit happens