>>2228804

that sounds like a victim, almost all the victims I met lived with family or had family that was trying to take them back - it's because the good guys are working behind the scenes flipping cultists and family is often the ones they flip - so they get them away from the owls and into the hands of the other cultists because the owls don't usually flip - in fact at the facility where I met the other victims one was let out early and came back after her owl tried to kill her which is why (I believe) the day after that when I left the facility myself this was the QResearch board title.

I think they weren't taking any chances after she nearly died. He did it by car fumes, locked himself and her into the car but she got out. She was supposed to go with family but she still trusted that one friend they gave her just as I would have if I hadn't learned the truth. That's the danger of freeing people from a life like that.

So my advice is if you really want to help them then be very very careful, try and get them to ask questions about why their life has been as it has but the danger is if they are still controlled by an owl they didn't put in a box then that's the person they will go to whenever they are panicked so it's very hard to get them to ask the right questions with that hanging over their head.

>>2228854

I had two different "St. James's" in my life and that correlates with the geography of Epstein island. Both of them were there to be my watcher which is why they pretended to be my friend. - They are the ones that watch the victims and as the QMAP says they protect the pope for some reason, I don't actually know what that part of it is about but I assume Owls are not just the people who watch victims like me but also do other kinds of watching.

Here is the school my owl friend went to, as you can see they aren't hiding it, and symbolism will be their downfall. He told me that at this school he convinced his counselor to kill himself - so I suppose that was his graduation or something - but well, it's not like everyone that goes to that school is an "owl" it's just a joke to the cult and also to some extent how they get around and find out where to do things like where to enroll their kids - they don't actually say/write anything down - it's all in code so imagery of owls means something to them. Note the two owls on top of Epstien island building as well as well as the theater they have there as well as the pizza boat.

>>2228890

np

anyway, I'm going to go and dig into the threads you left me

>>2228798

https://twitter.com/watkins_2 is where I can be reached to answer more questions if anyone has any, I don't like being an attention whore so I only do this once every other day and only for one thread but I talk every day in the twitter.

>>2228909

yes, I'm Alan and I was talking about my Owl… tho we are all anon's here.

The first Owl was James Montoya - and the 2nd Owl was James Aarron Kerlin note the extra A - they both tried to kill me in their own ways and both pretended to be my friend which I presume is what most of the owls do to the victims tho I also think there are other victims

>>2228911

I'm in hiding now the twitter has nothing at all that could ever lead to me or anyone else but that's up to the BO if he wants to remove anything I do.

ok, now I'm going… I'll check for a while still in case people ask questions tho. It's not like I have anything better to do.

>>2228926

I meant I also think there are other types of "owls" rather than the ones that watch people like me not that there were other types of victims (tho there are certainly many types of victims and in a way everyone is a victim due to the propaganda.

>>2228935

np : )

>>2228930

I add to it every other day as well, there's a lot I can't fathom saying but I do say a hell of a lot I'm working up to talking about some things.

>>2228951

they won't put me in the notables, they do when I only talk about the cult codes - but not when I put my twitter -I think there's some kind of rule about that. So thank you but I don't think it's going to happen. and I'm fine with that : )

>>2228981

nah the baker's great. Thank you for all you do! You know, sometimes a Q is a baker because obviously there isn't always an anon to bake (or a trustworthy one) so how do we so consistently get baked threads? the only logical answer is Q

>>2229203

There's no easy answer, my panic attacks are still a thing and while I'm capable of saying that I have them I've never once said even in talking about being a victim the origin of them. Well, it's one of those stories I'm not sure I'll ever tell but since I know it's all on film I guess I won't have much of a choice about that.

hmm… she's the kind of person I'd love to talk to like I did with the other folks at the facility, having someone who gets it talk to them, I wish the good guys would provide me with more opportunities like that, all I do where I am now is walk around a bed all day and talk about being a victim. I don't always feel like I'm helping.

>>2229189

It's fine by me either way, my whole life as a cult victim is me just doing what I'm told with people leaving me codes everywhere to help me understand things.

example: Two days ago a lady and two kids walked by me and the clothes they were wearing as well as what they were holding was a code to get me to realize something. I can't believe that's a thing that happened and yet it fits the mold for how they interact with me, indirect and so absurd that if I were to talk about it it'd be easily mistaken for insanity.

well, it amuses me but at the same time it feels like they waste a lot of money just to toe that line of keeping it indirect.

>>2229289

I think people like me will give them the ok to put it out there. It'll all be heavily censored I'm sure. But well, get ready for the "Alan Show"

I think it's going to start as a museum piece and they are also going to release a lot of movies (the flipped Hollywood cultists like Steven Spielberg) - to help educate people later this year

look at this pizza museum coming soon,

our side may be making a exhibit of the evidence in NYC to let the world know what they have been doing for so long? Our side said "we have it all" and so making a museum piece is one way to force the issue into the public arena

it's full of codes (if you follow the cult color coding system)

Green Forrest = "I am your plant"

Yellow Sunshine= "Gold/Reward"

Blue Ocean= "Info/Surveillance"

Red Fire= "Anger/Smear"

Orange Sunset = "End This"

Gold as always is "reward" hence the child with the metaphorical cherry popping in the video is the "gold" - and orange being because this is going to end these practices.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RkVSv3CORis&feature=youtu.be

https://www.themuseumofpizza.org/

>>2229316

>>2229475

I would normally never say this but I think it's a testament to how fucked up my head is but i've been panicking about that reply I gave to the baker.

>>2229287

checking for a reply multiple times every minute, thinking "oh no! i think saying that "I'm just doing what I am told" makes me sound like an ungrateful asshole to the good guys, panic panic panic panic… and that's just how insane am and how often I have trouble making even basic interactions with people at times.

well, the even stupider part is I know when I post this I'll have another panic attack because I'm letting people know the weak pathetic side of me, that's just off limits you see inside the clusterfuck of a brain I have.

anyway…. I've been in between panicking watching that video that was linked to me https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rg1Ea7zM0tM and I also have a Mark Levin podcast to finish - I hope that survivor checks my twitter feed and starts up a friendly conversation

>>2229427 please check my twitter for a fellow victim, I'd love to talk to another one.

https://twitter.com/watkins_2

>>2229508

I'm fine, really, the panic attacks happen but they aren't paralyzing like they used to be.

When I think about what I need to do to help the cause it becomes easier to talk about things I never would before and I think the good guys have given me some chances to help and so that makes me happy. : ) I think when all is said and done I'll be happy so that's something to look forward to, I can't stand the thought that I might make the people helping me worry about me, I'll be fine. I promise.

>>2229510

ah right… I understand. The kids in particular are problematic if they have been brought into the cult, they are still innocent even if they have been made to commit crimes - and then the ones that truly are innocent like the other victims …. well, I get it, i do, good luck : ) and I'll probably see you and the other victims I've met on the same side of a court room some day.