Can you feel it?
You need a few more drops of awareness. It looks like you've glimpsed something very compelling, but became entranced by it and never bothered to dig deeper.
I've got a GREAT story for you then.
After a lifetime of exploring the strange experiences I've had, I came to believe that there is some sort of collective consciousness in this world connecting more strongly to those you are more like. One day, while having a shower, the notion hit me that it might be a good time to test out my theory in practice. I felt that I needed to do something where I couldn't directly perceive the result myself, yet where I could see how others responded to the result. I suggested to the collective consciousness that, since we were all sick of the Internet at that point anyways, we should all go entirely dark on social media at the same time. I figured that if those watching the web saw a large number of users all log off and never come back all at once, they would definitely react in a perceptible manner.
Less than a week later the Covid lockdowns hit.
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I guess the moral of the story is that if you're interested in learning more, I would suggest that you should be exploring the natural world directly instead of looking for someone else to tell you how it is. There are some damn interesting things to be found out there.