Look, I’m not here for you… clearly you know all. So why do you want to get into it with me? Your ego has dictated the need to come at me. To prove your right, so to speak. Kel Energy is a very powerful thing. It’s everywhere and experienced not directed, but can be… standing in power is very enlightening. Force has nothing to do with it. In fact, it’s a weak position. Realize how powerful you really are anon. But ego and grit in the physical has nothing to do with it. Tuning into you. I know how much you want to be awakened and enlightened…. To the point that you lie to yourself. Try to discredit say I’m drunk or high…. definitely is a different position on the mountain when you have so much visibility of the energy around you it even works across the bread imagine that…. This is a journey that isn’t on the Internet or books something you actually have to look within and start there. My only advice to you would be to lean in with your heart. It’s a great place to start.