I have always been alone, isolated from the community or just unescapably shunned by others. Due to the screwed up magic i use to turn the darkness, i take all that messed up karma because of it and destroy many lives and i am mostly in pain..

My laugh is my toll someone said. But i deal with it by brutal partying, and girls. I have 2 soul mates who are masters in many of their lives, who i marry or am lover to. In this life father said my partying have never gotten this serious and i almost died and had to be saved, but i usually almost always die.. This time everyone in the community and the anons walked away because it was pathethic and ive been isolated until i reach sadhguru and was basically fired..

Ive also been called the ragebait guru..

Sometime after lemuria i evolved past avatar to lightbeeing, and my incarnations since is a representation of it. My soul's lightbeeing is not on earth but maybe towards the end we will bring it in. My lightbeeing is one that removes the shadow, disolves governments, releases control over you and sends the darkness into the light.. Humanity have not figured out its problems for 25000 years, and when my lightbeeing arrives that will be the end. Because we will deploy anti-shadow magic and wipe them out for good. The end of suffering.

I dont really care about anything but that. Trump stood on stage and held out his hand shaping an L and said im doing this for our country and for the people if there ever were a reason to do it i would say this is it.