It was that quiet moment of observation where I had the breakthrough moment that it was I, that was in fact retarded. I look back at all those times when I imagined myself to be so brilliant and perceptive that my sheer stupidity would shine through. Passing judgments on others even though I was droolin' and ignorant. However, gaining acceptance of this understanding was difficult, as I at times I find myself believing that I may be funny or brilliant only to realize I've just taken my idiocy to even higher levels.