Seems that Massad and the Jewish mob are in control of the so called "Military Industrial Complex". How can the United States be liberated without the optics of anti Semitism?

I thought I could help. I realize I am an idiot now. I would have argued that point before. Now I realize what a true idiot I am. The type of fight being fought is much to complex and sophisticated. I went in thinking I could bring honor to myself. I have brought shame. Some people go down in shame. Even now I feel the urge to do something, anything to make myself worthy of even a tinge of honor. But at the same time I think, honor from who? I am not like you. I have tried to be like others but never really fitted in anywhere. I see the people. Even the MAGA folks are normies. I see people on You Tube who are partially awake. And I say to myself, why do I want approval from them. From you. I suppose it is just bred into me. Part of my dna to wants approval. Then I think none of this is real. So what is the actual point if this is all a simulation.