That's your problem anon.. you're missing the 40,000 foot view thinking you have it all at 35.
We get that but there comes a time when we have to know if the actual visible winning is going to happen in our lifetimes because some anons don't have another 9 years to sit around projecting our 'victory' to normies with nothing to show. Is no one else here finding it hard to look back realizing we've been here for almost 8 years now daily telling ourselves we're about to see the win? Can't believe how much time I've spent here and online instead of with my actual life and family. This has to pay off at some point. Everyone here agrees.