How the fuck am I still getting my ass kicked?
SINCE THE EQUINOX I've been anhilated.
HOW???
If it's over and it's just me vs these fucking nightmares, just tell me so I can just finish this.
I'm not gonna live a life like this any longer and I will do whatever it takes to end this nightmare even if I lose my life again.
This place, these things, are unbeatable.
And they have completely outclassed and outnumbered me.
I am out of time.
Doesn't matter if im sober or not.
They kick my ass more when I don't have anything to help numb everything.
I've never felt more dead in my life.
This Earth is not habitable.
THIS PLACE IS A WASH.
NO ONE WITH A NORMAL MIND WOULD WANT TO STAY HERE.
IT'S A TAKEN PLANET. IMPOSSIBLE TO FIX.
UNINHABITABLE.
That's all I eat.
Their ability to hack brains and implant thoughts is unbeatable.
Especially when there's 8 people in a room hitting from every angle simultaneously.
Protect yourselves from this place.
As long as their tech is active, they won't lose.
And they are obsessed with destroying me.
They are targeting my mom more than anyone else probably even more than me because she has no clue it's happening.
I get why I'm targeted, but what they do to her, what they've done to her, would make anyone with a heart cry for hours.
Next time. I do the plan.
Never doing this shit again.