You know you're not the first to say exactly those words.. you'll get what you choose. This life is a test.. don't make the mistake of many before you who made this critical error in judgement because your mind and understanding on what you're addressing is more limited than you can imagine. Worshiping God is not something that is bad and forced.. it's a realization that you were created out of nothing to share eternity with God in a happiness you are incapable of comprehending right now. Those before you who lost this gift are trying to make you fall as they did. This is too short a reply for your salvation to depend on it and 8kun is not the place to get advice on this as you'll most likely be confirmed in your rejection of the truth by the same evil that attacks us in other forms. In short though, don't be stupid anon and better yet don't be ungrateful.. stop and think of your existence if nothing more and realize why you're here. We've fought off shills for almost a decade now who have failed at every attempt to stop us.. don't make the mistake of listening to those who aren't just fighting for the world but for your eternal soul.