Whenever I try to make amends with my mother and stepfather I get really bad dreams where they literally assassinate my soul like they did throughout my childhood.
How do I resolve this? Just avoid them? The only way I fixed my depression is by moving to the opposite side of the country.
I did and do. They are both the type to never apologize for anything and never say sorry aka super narcissist. Had to literally do nothing about it so I didn't have to pay rent for a while then I jut had enough and left. Every day I was on my own away from them I felt better and better.
They approaching their 60s and appears they are still children.
Honestly if they attack me in my dreams again trying to assassinate my soul, I'mma punch em in the face (in the dream) like I do with all the other demons.