It's a good thing though. This site has the traffic and community that was wanted that this board was unable to provide; Jim needs to eat and pay his bills. I see how important it is now to allow these evil fucks to thrive and destroy the good on the platform that's supposed to be against it while you stick your heads in the sand and pretend it doesn't exist, or cooperate with them because they copypaste MSM headlines for lists sufficiently. They weren't chan trolls, so treating them as simple chan trolls just didn't seem feasible to me. I did what I had to. Would have been nice to know what I actually am rather than being told what I'm not. When the weird shit starts happening the imagination starts to wander, you know?
The series of events since I had my outburst a few days back threw me for a loop. Pretty sure half went down first, the hack happened the night before but I don't remember anyone saying half is down until I got mad. Then a rabbit through an engine. Theme from a wizard author. Overlapping layers of coincidences fucked my head up right proper for a wee bit and made me wonder what the fuck was going on and if I was losing my damn mind. Think I put myself back together and purged the anger decent enough. I'll see how long I last this time. Gut instinct is like a magnet to come back here though, to this board. I have to be here, it's the only way I can explain it.
Yeah, and there's always some little clown one post sockpuppet trying to tell people what to think about me, as if you think you can control what people think about me. Smells like some more AEI failure to me. Two fuckin' years of weathering clown shit, you fucktards have your dream board next door now and you're still trying to fuck with me?
You lost your money, you lost control and access to your psy-op playground, keep it up and you're going to lose something else, again.
You know, when the "similarities," for lack of a better term, start getting posting by those you'll never meet that you've respected and even admired for a long time from the other side of the screen, I don't seem to mind for some reason. Not something I'm used to when I see it, that's for damn sure, but it's not a negative sensation. It's… I can't describe it. Like a new experience or something that's still familiar. Weird.