If I don't get this job I'm fucking done. Not even going to bother looking for another one. Not saying a fucking word, I'm just going to be done. There's nothing left, if I get told one more time that no, in fact I am not allowed to live like an adult ever, it will fucking break me and I will be done. Do with that information what you will, this has gotten me nowhere and legitimately I don't have the energy to even bother pushing forward. What actually would be the fucking point?