You actually sound like a targeted individual by the cabal. Epilepsy is coming from here >>23093387 and from spraying of not only cyanide but pesticides and fungi. Read my post on aspergillus fungi which is the root cause of Autism. As these fungi grow, especially on the head by embedding into hair follicles thus also causing grey hair, one their first sources for their roots are the tiny nerve endings. When these are obstructed it interferes with electro activity which also affects messaging from neurons by causing short circuiting between the electro-chemical impulses between synapses. Test this by using a portable coiled heater on your head to dry the fungi out and see the improvements in your condition within a short while.