seriously there's a bunch of you seriously disappointed in me. You have every right to feel that way. this body didn't come with instructions, so figuring out things, especially the things people said couldn't be true, is a bit hard. When you know things, feel things intuitively. So ya, it's been a half century of fuckups and more fucking ups. Feelings of being very lost have occupied my adult life. Like a burner left on in the back of your mind that never shuts down.
help me figure things out so we can progress the happenings. you wanted me back, you created a world where my message, if any, can be heard, if need be. damn, honestly are am really Him? You know there is no name that comes to mind. honestly, we have time now. make it so this brain can figure out the message you're sending. be brutal in truth please don't belittle me for the shit that's happened in the past. it was only a goat, and it was only once.