To me, though most of my life I was atheist/agnostic, and even dabbled in magick a few times, once I was blind and now I can see. We are in the most intense spiritual war in a very long time.
God listens the hardest when you are at your points of spiritual anguish. He did not come to help the healthy but the sick, because thats who needs the help
I used to think Satan had an advantage because he was known as a superior musician. All the good rock music, blues, country was obviously from rebellion. God couldnt rock for some reason. Then i heard orthodox chants which are more metal than anything Ive ever heard.