I’ve been here since the beginning. I want to get off this train. The movie never ends…the film just breaks, melts, and the screen goes black, and it starts again totally in another place, the previous 20 minutes lost, with a pimple faced conductor telling me “sir, everything will be alright” “just wait 2 more weeks”…I jump up from my seat, run to the door, everyone laughing at me.. “Shill! Fed! Faggot!” they scream. I yank on the door, pull the emergency stop, but to no avail…the train keeps rolling. “Have another drink they shout, the best is yet to come!” I return to my seat, soaking in sweat, and looking out the window I see a neon bar sign blinking erratically…”Night Shift…” A frog with a boner gleefully skips down the aisle, screaming “I’m comfy!” I am old. I am tired. I stare straight ahead as the laughter and shrieks drown out the night- as the train rolls on.