I was looking for a word to explain my state of mind. I think I am mentally tired! I see the winning, I see some changes in people but I am too tired to speak or think anymore… I forget words while I am talking! It is like I have frontiers in my brain.
Thanks for your advice!
I changed to Carnivore a year ago. But I didn´t really exercise much due to the daily shit here! Now in the summer time I do a little bit more. But I really think, it is exhaustion from 8 years reading writing and listening to Englisch. It isn´t my first language and when I am trying to talk to people I have to translate my thoughts in my mother language while trying to explain the unexplainable while getting confronted with really stupid questions from people defending the madness in this world or attacking POTUS due to brainwashing. I think I need a long break or the emergency broadcast!