Surrendering into the Arms of Infinite Intelligence
Dear heart, engaging the information emotionally when researching is exhausting, and defeats the purpose of research, which is to figure out how it all fits together.
Engaging the learning process, is learning first and foremost to suspend judgement, as Christ commanded.
When we are learning any new thing, we by definition don't understand how it fits in with everything else.
So we must do our best to comprehend it, as it is, without making decisions–especially emotional ones–about it, the posturing of the ego.
After we are careful we didn't become reactive to it or otherwise misunderstand it, meditatively going over the entirety of it in our minds, we park it. We do not take it in, we hold it in reservation, neither believing nor disbelieving, as those are primarily emotional engagements.
Believing and disbelieving, opinion-formation, is like deciding whether we want to pour orange juice on the lawnmower, or pee. It has nothing to do with the lawnmower's function, or mowing the lawn, it has nothing to do with anything, it is mental illness we were indoctrinated into, in grade skool, middle skool in university, and by the mk-media.
We do not engage it, we hold it in prayerful reservation. We ask the Holy Spirit to guide us, then we put it out of our minds, and sleep on it.
At some point, we will receive affirmation, including the affirmation we don't have enough info, and must do some more research. Even then, forever then, our affirmation is provisional! It is not truth!
We seek to upend it, rendering it obsolete as soon as possible in our ongoing quest to learn more!
If you have a belief about it or some other emotional relationship with it, you cannot let it go, and if you will not let it go, your Higher Self by law cannot access it.
That’s like trying to force a flower to blossom with your garden trowel, or attempting to force someone to love us. Well-formed thoughts indeed appear as delicate flowers, which require nourishment and protection.
Surrendering to God is the activity of Faith, the development of the Muscle of Trust. The First Requisite to Partake in the Blood of the Lamb, the Path of the Ruby Ray: Surrender, Selflessness, Sacrifice and Service. The Inner Mysteries of the Path of Personal Christhood.
Surrendering our heart and mind to God is the only possible basis for a relationship with God, the lack of this, especially the wounded little ones inside us and their endless, futile quest for control, prevents many people from having anything but a superficial relationship with God, Infinite Intelligence, Infinite Love, Infinite Joy.
Most people could really, really use daily, hourly infusions of Joy :( forsaken by their attempts to force it to grow, rather than Entering it by Surrender.
We do not seek a binary, black-and-white, 'good' or 'bad' posture, "I'm Right!, you're Wrong!" :) The orange juice or the pee, the posturing of empty-headed opinion.
We are working to develop a sense of the veracity, a provisional assessment of how accurate the information is, how well it fits-in with our overall knowledge of the world. Gnosis, in a word.
This is a dynamic, not the hallucination of 'truth' as a fixed quantity, the pontification of static declaration and titular authority. That is the energy-veil, e-veil, encoded in the word evil, it is the obscuration of Reality, a dynamic flow.
Knowledge is energy, attempting to fix it, to pin it down, kills it. We must engage it as the Expanding Sphere which it is, by Hope: Holding Open the Doorway to Infinite Possibility, which we can only participate in by steadfast commitment to Infinite Growth–infinitely being proven ‘wrong’ :)
You want all you know, to be proven 'wrong,' at the speed of light, En-light-enment. The death of the ego, is the Blossoming of Christ within us. Enlightenment is an infinitely expanding sphere. This is the knowledge which is Power, it is continuous infusions of exponentiating gigawatts of Power.
>> No piece of information is false <<
Regardless of how stridently the little ones inside rebel at that notion. If the ‘truth’ of it is that it is dishonest, the more dishonest it is, the more being spent on the deception, is often the most vital quantification of information we can make, to remain unkilled.
Who is expending the resources, what are they concealing, what are the possible motives–these are vital 'truths' to discover! Vectors.
Failing to dig beyond the vapid opining and surface appearances is how we wound up guzzling fluoride, rat poison, all of our young lives.