Ah, I think this is it.
Isn't it about trying to make something happen?
Before you ask yourself to do something, shouldn't you first consider what you yourself will do?
I've tried a lot of different things, and I think I've been able to make something happen, and there's no end to looking up, but the conclusion is to create what's best for you.
But you never know if that's really the best, so you try something different.
What I think at times like that is that basically you can't continue with something that doesn't work.
That's why I think people who are able to continue to study themselves through this movement are truly amazing.
Sometimes it can be very painful to continue facing yourself.