Well done!
Carnivore delight!
I have been having memories flood back to me the past couple of years now. These are bad memories where I really fucked up in my life. It's like a review of all times. A few here and there are where I have been fucked over. But Why now? Why have I been having a review of all I gave done wrong. It makes me apologize to the ether for how sorry I am for my deeds.
Can it be my soul is trying to be cleansed before Jesus arrives? I feel I have to forgive others as well for what was done to me.
Anyway, if this is true, I need to work on it quickly. I haven't been able to completely review my whole yet.
It certainly is.
I have to say thank you for understanding this. I keep going through it and it hasn't ever happened to me before.
o7
a classic
At sometime in life you have to accept you fucked up. You are an adult and know right from wrong. I was abused and so was my brother. I did not abuse when I was an adult. I do have control over my emotions. Sometimes however, I did do things I new were wrong, but I did them anyway. As an adult, no, I am not going to blame what happened as a child. I knew/know better. I am also talking about thoughts. Things I should not have thought.
I say the Lord's prayer ever day(well, almost) When I ask for forgiveness for my trespasses, I think these thoughts pop up because I ask for forgiveness. I am meant to feel what I did and know, certainly what I did.
I have no problem with accepting faults and what I did, even though it hurts, sometimes terribly. I think they are all meant to hurt. How else do we learn to change our ways?
The hardest part of this life lesson, for me, is to forgive.
ya old fart
Go get 'em tiger.