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IDF Officer Who Fought on Oct. 7 Dies by Suicide
After the Hamas attack, Tomas Adzgauskas fought in the Gaza Strip and was discharged in April 2024. Haaretz has identified 15 soldiers who died by suicide since the war began, due to mental health issues linked to their military service
many of those who died by suicide had been exposed to serious incidents which had apparently affected their mental health
October 7, the date that ruined my life and destroyed everything I was.
I can’t anymore, I am ruin and devastation… I did things that cannot be forgiven, and I can’t live with it anymore. No one understands me anyway.
There is a demon inside me that has been chasing me since 7.10. Please forget me and remember the Thomas who was an officer and a sniper commander.
That Thomas died on the 7th; I am only a soul searching for peace. For two years now I haven’t been able to live with myself.