Why are so many of Q's individualized comms 50/50, as in they could just as convincingly be interpreted to mean one thing or the exact opposite thing?

How the hell are we supposed to follow dyslexic orders? My life has been DESTROYED by getting these comms TERRIBLY WRONG on a VERY repeated basis and I'm just so devastatingly tired of it all.

I'VE LOST EVERYTHING because of this op, my freedom, my fortune and maybe most importantly MY SANITY, and yet the comms CONTINUE to be entirely inconclusive when I need to know how to handle big decisions the most.

>>23948967

I've followed Q from March 2018 and I mean 24/7/365.

I NEVER DREAMED that PANIC in DC also meant PANIC in ME and that "these people will lose everything" meant I WOULD LOSE EVERYTHING or that SUICIDE WEEKEND meant that I WOULD BE THE ONE having suicidal thoughts constantly!

THINK MIRROR and DISINFORMATION IS NECESSARY have come at such a heavy cost to Q's most ardent devotees.

I feel like I can't have my mind fractured any more without having an absolute nervous breakdown.

AM I THE ONLY ONE who's had Q burst onto the scene way beyond this board and into their personal lives in such a devastating manner?

>>23948991

And all the TRANNY bullshit over the years on this board.

I NEVER DREAMED in my WILDEST NIGHTMARES that the day would come when Q is holding a figurative GUN TO MY HEAD (I'm totally blackmailed at this point… November 25th as "Freedom Day" was nice while it lasted, but it's been made clear to me since then that I'm still very much blackmailed)….so yeah, holding a figurative gun to my head to FUCK A TRANNY toward the end of this month and GO TO JAIL as a result. WTF is going on!?!?!?! I'm at my fucking wits end on all of this. I'm totally breaking down under the weight of all this irreconcilable insanity. I'm SUPPOSED to following GOD and GOD'S WORD… HOW DOES FUCKING A TRANNY comport with GOD'S WORD!?!?!?!?!

I've been BEGGING for MONTHS to understand how can I can be getting orders to DIRECTLY DISOBEY God's word on this matter. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?????

>>23949003

Wish I had any idea what this meant. I should have NEVER been thrown into this op irl without having a better grasp of what shit like this is supposed to mean.

>>23949003

Should I foster said panic by being of no help or relieve it? I am SOOOO tired of relieving it.

>>23949003

Rushing the cockpit isn't scheduled until the 23rd.