When will things ever ever ever get better? I thought by now I'd at least have gotten a raise but its two years later and nope, our business is probably going to die at the end of year. I might check out before then. No reason to live anymore. I did some of the og pizzagate digs on voat. I wish I was dead.
President Trump, you've forgotten the forgotten men and women of America. You haven't even used that term in a long time. You've abandoned us.
Hey anon, I'm right there with you. I've been debating whether or not I want to wake up Christmas day. I'm very literal about that. I haven't seen a single good thing happen yet. It's all just been promises and media bullshit with Trump this term. And him making excuses about the economy being Biden's fault…. sure, Biden caused it, but he's blaming someone else and not taking responsibility. That's some low grade loser shit. Fuck him. I want desperately to believe something good will happen but we're a year in and again, nothing good has happened. Nothing provable. It's literally just a bunch of press briefings about numbers that could or could not be real. Companies aren't giving raises because Trump let all the corrupt CEOs and middle managers stay in place. Like, did he think magically they'd start being good?
On top of all this, the whole "X country is investing Y amount in America!!!!" Like, lets see the fucking check. It's just words that are empty and don't mean anything. Again, nothing has changed at all. Wages are still dogshit, and none of his promises are happening.
I was there in the very beginning, and when Trump started talking about renegotiating trade deals and helping the American worker, I believed him. That would've been back in 2015/2016. I was in the very beginning of the pizzagate digs. Nobody went to jail, no investigations, nothing. Q PROMISED 40/60 for transparency, but we have has 0/100 transparency. NOTHING. NOTHING. NOTHING. Empty promises of fake money that doesn't show up anywhere and endless talk without action.
I WANT to believe something good will happen. Still no cures, either. No cures, high prices, no raises, every product is made shitty on purpose. This country is worse now than it ever has been. Trump could at least fucking be honest about that.
Nigger I've gone to so many different churches and they all want 10% of my income. Fuck faith. I used to believe but I don't anymore. If God made this world he made it either as a joke or because he likes suffering.
Boomernigger. If you can accord to have children and attend a church you will never understand the suffering most of us are going through. Fuck you to death.
Thanks anon. I'm a disposable man with nobody around. I bought .380 rounds recently. I genuinely feel like Trump abandoned my demographic completely. I'm a middle aged man in a dead end job with no family and nothing to look forward to. The only people saying "trust the plan!!" are people who have reasons to live. It's been ten years. I've prayed enough to know it doesn't work. Hope has killed my ability to believe in God and I just want to die. Someone the other day said "you should be happy, we were supposed to be dead by now," and honestly I would've picked that universe if I could've, because at least I could've died for something. I wish I wasn't so depressed, but it isn't a random chemical imbalance. It's just how the world is.
If I could believe that life will get better, I could continue to wake up and face the day. I'm obviously depressed, but its because the last ten years have taught me that nothing changes. I want to live, but its harder every day. I wish I could freeze myself and unfreeze in 100 years or something.