Hey anons, pray for me. I hate the fuck out of the holidays and came from a wildly abusive alcoholic pillhead family. The holidays are basically just an excuse for everyone I know to take advantage of me, bully me, and use me as a punching bag. I fucking hate this time of year.
I mostly have but they continue to reach out anyway. Once I can pass a drug test (stopped smoking weed a few weeks ago) I'll be looking for a better job, too. I'm mid 30s and hate everything about my life right now but I'm making changes for the better. Almost 5 years sober from alcohol.