h.s.sapiens is over rated.
your feeling is common in these generations.
you are disconnected from your selves.
this is an on purpose thing.
that purpose can not be checked or slowed.
there is no recourse save living as abundant a life as you can. when the shadows of mortality draw close, bask in the glow of loved ones sacrificed for regardless of opinion. barring that, life holds little savor.
a personal relationship with God also works.
heh
smdh