We heard about resets before and were given tentative timeframes. All I know is today was a extremely cold, windy, damp miserable day, and I still have to walk 4 miles to get a few groceries, and I am the only asshole that was out and about and also the only idiot in town that has to walk through the slush. How do I know this for a fact, at around 2:00, the fresh bread was all packed and leaning against the bread door still at that time. Bad days like today gives you a lot of time to reflect about past and previous conditions, choices that you made and others, situations, and what led up to this state. So you wind up asking yourself a lot of questions. Some of the bigger ones are:
Is anything ever gonna change?
Did I do my job thoroughly?
I am just fooling myself thinking others are gonna fight back?
Am I just being mocked?
Will they ever admit to the truth about the genocide plan?
Does my wife have to suffer so much on my account?
Who would take care of her when I make a final decision?