I was fighting too early is part of the problem. 25 years of working for free takes it toll on your health, wealth, and leaves you in a constant state of subjugation by the enemy and natural situations that most will never ever have to deal with. Blacklisting, gang stalking, censorship, poisonings, sabotages, setups, and the mockeries and abuses is a daily constant reminder. Then you consider all the lives of the people and pets that they cut short and got away with, especially when certain dates come around, is a constant struggle with restraint. I did what I had to do, but I never imagined that it would take so long to win and restore our lives and this world. The notices keep pouring in, and I am reminded at least 20 times a day about the mess I created, and how I just keep putting dirt on our graves. It is not so much the poverty as it is the years of poisonings and radiation that is causing us to wither away. We need to fight domestically against all their little minions because they are the ones doing all the dirty work for the elite corrupt criminals. The enemy is more local than global, and the fake pandemic should have proven it to all.