Congratulations anon for your belief in Jesus, and that heartfelt love. He saves by grace for your belief, so nothing to be prideful over or concern yourself about with regards to your love for Him since joyful appreciation is not hubris. As you realize, He is not your mind, as a separate personality and person in God, but is in the specific image of the Father, created from the beginning as the Son, making them One, of two individual persons as the Living God, with a third consciousness which is not adversarial to them. Better stated to conceive, we dwell in Them, His Spiritual Body at extension and by His Living Spirit, we are born again by Him, with us, to various gifts, the primary one promised to all in Him, is everlasting life, and not an empty promise certainly, since all authority in physical existence is the Son’s, who created it, and we dwell in Him, who likewise maintains His ascended form, in the image of Abrahm’s seed He assumed, as written, and later vacated, residing now in Heaven, locally, inside His own incomprehensibly large Spiritual Body alongside the Father. I believe there will be a new earth on which believers dwell which is Biblical, after the old heavens are enfolded like a garment which is also YUGE, and all that exists momentarily between those times will be the Living God, who did transcribe all those in Heaven and the souls who have ever lived with a belief for Him, onto also His, new earth to be then formed, resurrected into everlasting flesh on it, which he will also provide at the new start on His Kingdom to come. The Biblical Support for it is in His Word, if you know what you are looking for to understand.
You are that you are, a temporary manifestation of physical vapor’s consciousness arising from a design given to you by Jesus. as a species continued by a generational link to His original creation, that could have no life or existence without Him then, now, or ever. Just saying. That I am that I am, consciousness concludes with you form and the substance forming all forms, at the end of world which has an expiration date being made temporal for a reason unless life is found in Him through a heartfelt a.k.a. genuine belief in Him as Lord, saving you.